What excitement can life hold without a little chaos?

[But the mention of suffering turns her serious as well. Even in her past, she had enjoyed the game, not suffering or torture. If killing had to be done, it had to be quick and as clean as possible. Of course, suffering could be from many different sources. She became curious where his had come from. If it had been emotional, or physical... or both.]

Surely you had help against your sufferings. Someone to help pull you through it; from friends or family? We may not always see why we go through the troubles that we do... but it builds us and helps make us who we are today. Strength comes from surviving.